Thinking Out Loud

I've been losing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away for so long
I try to put on a face
And cover my heart
But I'm needing it now so bad
I don't know how I feel
Maybe I'm mad
Or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
I don't know what I'll say
I'm just thinking out loud
Thinking out loud
No, no, I can't explain
What's happened to me
I feel like I'm right and wrong
Inside everything's upside down
Everything's spinning around
And it's freaking me out
I don't know how I feel
Maybe I'm mad
Or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
I don't know what I'll say
I'm just thinking out loud
Thinking out loud
If only for a day
I could be free
I bet you'd feel the same
If you were me
I'm gonna spit it out
Just let go
I've been losing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away for so long
I don't know how I feel
Maybe I'm mad
Or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
I don't know what I'll say
I'm just thinking out loud
I'm thinking out loud
Thinking out loud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
I don't know what I'll say
I'm just thinking out loud