Ghaz

I said "I am my father"
you said "always have been my son"
I know you were feeling bothered
says my dictionary with your name still on
so your pretence
is your only defence
you used to make me laugh
when my heart was sick with love
of love
with love
Ghaz, I wronged the right friend
the things you can't remember
are the things you can't forget
afraid that I could know you a little better
you just fixed my world that was fried in in fat
in your 8-day week
you never used to speak
disappointment is spelt with douple p -
says my dictionary - disappointment
is what I turned out to be
Ghaz, I wronged the right friend
I quit all that never has been
and treasure what I'm remembering
you still block everyone who comes near you
while I play my p.i.a.n.o.
you used to make me laugh
when my heart was sick with love
of love
with love
look at me one more time before
I can't recognize you anymore
you wore a mask I couldn't look right through
and so I wronged you